Once upon a time I said something about being a weed-wacker. – Do I have to eat my words?

Maybe not.

What I realize (being out in my garden again pulling, cutting, digging – maybe eventually spraying…cursing myself for letting it get this bad) , since I haven’t invested time, energy or money into planting something that will position my garden in a trajectory towards Beauty and the kind of lushness that I dream of, I now pay the consequences. So, even though a trip to the garden centre seems too much of an investment right now, I have to ask myself; What am I willing to pay? ‘Cause I will, one way or the other, as a result of my action or inaction.

But long and behold, in the midst of failure there is grace. As I am “forced” to get out there and deal with the situation, I get to ENJOY the sunshine, fresh air, bird song, the sound of the water, rustling of leaves… This is all so very POSITIVE. I also made this happy discovery; the gorgeous lilac bush across the back alley in my neighbours yard, has managed to get a seed into my side of the alley! I don’t mind that at all! I love it. I will nurse it and remove anything surrounding it that possibly would inhibit its growth. Why am I so ready to do this act of love for a plant but so hesitant to do it for myself? I am on a journey to get better at that, and hope that in the process of doing so, you will be encouraged to do likewise.

By the way, on this Artist Journey I am on, I now get coaching from Stefan Baumann (The Grand View, PBS),  and he is helping me a lot! His “push and pull” organic way of coaching helps me weed my own habits and plant more productive once. THANKS STEFAN!!!)

 His book “Ultimate Field Guide to Plein Air Painting” is an increadible resource for any artist. https://www.stefanbaumann.com

We have unique personalities and lives, but still equally loved and treasured by our Creator. At least that is what I choose to believe.

Take Care Dear One,

Kerstin